the last time i criedby John A. Grochalski |
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we were in a bar on elmwood avenue & i was drunk. it was the middle of the afternoon, on a sunday, in the summer; august, i think. you were talking about bukowski or kerouac, & how their women could never be in the great writers’ club, & i just couldn’t help myself. i don’t know what started it, hank’s vanishing self, or jack’s blood-drunk death but the tears hit me solid & i couldn’t stop not for the frat boys watching baseball at the bar or for the bartender in tight jeans with a grooved cameltoe not for the diners and their pleasant meals or the people hand in hand on the street not even for you. i was no good to anyone & dear i really think something changed for me that day, some kind of loss set in, the kind we always just mused about, & has left me hollow ever since. because lately i’ve been so lonely, i just dont know how to say it, except to write this poem & tell you this: i’m really sorry i got drunk & cried on such a nice day. |
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Something Likeby Perry Nicholas |
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Here, where only careful rhythms of our words filter through muffled sounds at the table, here, where my breathing turns shy, almost a wheeze while yours grows more daring, stretching, no one—everyone— in the restaurant must notice these subtle changes. I allow myself a glance across your eyes, settled on mine, then we drift together to this page. Doesn’t it feel so right, composing something like poetry in the night? |
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She Sings Standards in the Cornerby Mark Lloyd |
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clatter of ice in glasses whisper of top shelf cocktails kitchen’s dinner specials glide within this room and across the bar finds the singer in the corner She sings standards songs we all know but seldom hear She sits on a stool dressed in a form-fitting sleeveless sparkling-black dress My Funny Valentine echoes from her buffed-over lips Her Carole Lombard locks droop over her brow and settle across her shoulders She crosses her black-stocking legs bounces and smiles out Sunny Side of the Street The singer sits in her corner slips on her glasses and hums out Cry Me a River patrons drink some want to smoke but can’t The patrons clap after each of Her songs Are they really listening? They glance from their conversations Is her voice the days-end elation they don’t know they need... |